December 31, 2004

I've been sitting here staring at a blank entry screen for over an hour, trying to figure out what I wanted to write. I wanted to write about personal ads and bisexuality, but the words just aren't coming out. I don't think it's the subject matter, or that it is because I don't really want to talk about it. The juicy details are what this site is about. They just aren't there right now.

Maybe next year...

December 21, 2004

I've recently received invitations to a couple of parties being thrown by a guy I've gone out with a few times. You might be thinking, "it's the holidays, everyone is having parties", but these aren't holiday parties. They're sex parties. I've never been to a sex party. I wouldn't know the first thing about sex party etiquette. I mean, do you bring the host a bottle of wine or a box of condoms?

I haven't decided if I want to go yet. There will be drugs there, probably alcohol too, but if I went I'd be staying away from those. He says there is no expectation, you do what you want to do and nothing more. I mean, I want to, but I'm nervous as hell about it. It's in mid-January, so I'll keep you all posted.